ensorcelled, I feel pressured and stressed out about trying to...

I feel pressured and stressed out about trying to look for a job in the States. It’d be so much easier if I was a freaking citizen. So all this stress and pressure is making me not want to look and not want to get started on a cover letter for an internship I found. The stress is making me avoid it. Ugh. Everything about the future is so uncertain, David doesn’t even know what he wants to major in and I don’t know what’ll happen if I can’t stay… I just want to curl up in a ball and hide from the world.